To say I no longer think of you is a lie,
But I have lied to myself many times,
Never to you.
To say I want to be with you is the truth,
And I tell myself the truth most of the time,
Always to you.
I have not figured out how to be the person
I want to be,
The person I want to be with you most of the time
If not always.
So I am here, instead, in words,
Showing you that love is a complicated mass of wiring
Which gets its power from us.